One wish, I really hope that you will never find this. You shouldnt read this coz it will either break your heart, or mine. Naah, what am I saying, I doubt it'll break yours. Well, to start off, I couldn't sure myself  that those words were meant for me. Either way, they made me sad. Worst feeling ever, yes. For the moment, I hate all songs for knowing my feelings better than myself. I hate everything. I hate the driving out. I hate the night sky. I hate the stars. I even hate the airplanes. I hate almost everything that I love before. Coz from my eyes, there's pictures of you everywhere I'd go. I don't know what's happening? I couldn't explain. I thought you're supposed to be the unintended. I thought you're just driving by. Never meant to knock the door of my heart neither to open the windows of my feelings. Yet, you went inside and remain, knowing that you would have to leave, made your way out. I don't know if its only for a little while or you'll never come back.

But, I would say, when you're making your way out, taking one step at a time - creating unintentional distance, I couldn't help the tears from dropping. I couldn't hold any longer. Coz, when you're gone, I couldn't deny the pieces of my heart are missing you. I miss the moments when you're right here by my side - when you look me in the eyes. Those moments when I caught a glimpse of heaven, my paradise.

Now, all the things I still remember, my days ain't gonna be the same. And all those days we spent out by the lake, has it all gone to waste. Knowing that, I'll try to make my steps too. One step at a time. Ive got to get a move on with my life. I do regret to have that thought of you would stand up and tell me something that I don't know. Something that could light up my world. Something that could make me smile. I thought you would do your part and I would do mine. Well, its just too late to think. Que Sera, Sera. I wish all the best for you.

Someday I know, I might say - reflecting now on how things could've been, well, it was worth it in the end. Even the years go by and the time just seems to fly, memories are but the only things that still remain. In my heart. In my mind. Thanks for everything.

seriously annelis, what people said is probably right. you are one lil miss sombong. but, hey, sombong bertempat, salah ker? it is me. i do care about people around me, with whom i mixed with, i mean - my circle of friends. im sorry i dont quite prefer to be with bunch of idiot monkeys who didnt actually know how to behave. its the first impression that matters. you dont need to be loud, scolding all the vulgarities to show something. being polite is the best way. dont you ever heard that less is definitely more. alasan 'you're not from the town - you're outsiders who have just moved in' is completely lame. kata your mother is a lecturer, didnt she teach you the best way to behave then? may be you're one but, a disappointment to her as well. what a shame.

but to criticize people, i know and i realise that im not that perfect either. but, i do know how to behave. i do understand all about manners. and manners do not need a five star hotel to show it. you should bring it everywhere you go. that's how you gain respect. 

and i guess you're big enough to think wisely, arent you? plus, you guys are not bunch of secondary school simpleton-jack ass, arent you? well, i might say the ugly truth is you were once one of em. that must be suck. its our history and our background that made who we are now. 

horrible night,

one-lil-miss-sombong :)

Hi! Assalamualaikum. Yes, it is holiday - again. This has made me think that I've wasted too much time on holiday during my studies, be it diploma or now, degree. So, since, the last exam paper I sat in mid April, I've been randomly spent my days on random things, random outings - catching up with ol' friends, best friends, sisters, cousins and my babes. The highlight of my Apr 2012, was my trip with fellow classmates (three of 'em to be exact) to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. 

The trip was fun. Honestly, it was my first trip with friends after secondary school. It was planned a month before, during the struggle of completing loads of assignments, which was also prior the period of my end of semester examinations. I was massively excited for it. We were massively exhilarated for it. That was the only thing that kept us going, through out the stress, and the hassle of assignments, essays, things to study and everything. 

It was a 3D2N trip. Staying at a condo-like house with three rooms, a living room and a kitchen. It was a comfortable stay for four of us. Besides, the price was affordable as well. Hurm, I have no idea what to talk about the trip, since it was only a short trip to a town area. Basically, all we did were window shopping and eating. Lots of eating, very Singaporean.  

And this whole week, Ive done nothing. Nothing at all. Not the house chores, not the cleaning or anything. Monday - caught in an accident. Urgh! Not to mention, the damage done to my dad's car. We're kinda lucky though the car that hit us was only a Proton. So, we kinda have the advantage. But, still! 

That was pretty much explain my days. My boring days. My retarded days passed with every seconds of boredom. Spent too much on watching Merlin, Pearl Harbor, Beastly, One Direction videos. And a few songs. 

Tuesday - was a public holiday. It was a family day out, I supposed. Went shopping with sister and brother. Bought few outfits for them. And to you - who must not be named, please respect others' privacy. It was not your problem if people have the money to shop. It is none of your business. Rezeki Allah, siapa pun tak boleh kata apa. But, the day ended not as it was supposed to. Absolutely not according to its plan. 

Whoa. I have never expect that Im gonna write this much. God! Im talking nonsense. I've got to stop. :x

Oh, last but not least, I will be going to my first jamming outing. It sounds fun. It should be fun. Only that, I will be going out with my cousin's boyfriend's friends. Hmm. Lets just wait and see.

Well,well, well. The plan has been cancelled :x Im not going for a jamming session or anywhere tonight. Pfft.

Regards,

Annelis.

Yes, it has now opened for public again. But unfortunately, some unnecessaries posts have been deleted since it caused so much chaos. This blog wasnt created to hurt anyone neither to make someone feels bad, hence, I thought, by removing some posts would be the best idea - for now. Well, exams are just around the corner, but, here I am - blogging. A slacker, indeed.

And, by the way, I have no idea whom to share with. But, tonight, I meant, just now, one guy stood up, tweeted me something, that I couldnt describe how - its like, fine, I admit that for once, I feel like that ought to be the best moment of my life since last year. He made me smile. Even I have no idea if its true, if he's only flirting, but, heck yeah, he made my day. Thanks!

But, Im so sorry. Even if its real, its hard for me to believe it somehow. My heart is an ice cold, yes. And, when you're being sweet just now, I closed my ears and heart, so I wont fall for you. Ive got to say, it aint easy, its real hard to just ignore them (ur words). Which girl on earth doesnt like it when a guy like you stood up and took control, tell me! However, to let my broken heart to be fixed by you, I think you need to try harder. Just so you know, it has turned to pieces.

But, if you're just trying to be sweet and flirt, good job! It is well done. You have just simply blown my mind. :)

Thats all for now. Good night.

One wish, I really hope that you will never find this. You shouldnt read this coz it will either break your heart, or mine. Naah, what am I saying, I doubt it'll break yours. Well, to start off, I couldn't sure myself  that those words were meant for me. Either way, they made me sad. Worst feeling ever, yes. For the moment, I hate all songs for knowing my feelings better than myself. I hate everything. I hate the driving out. I hate the night sky. I hate the stars. I even hate the airplanes. I hate almost everything that I love before. Coz from my eyes, there's pictures of you everywhere I'd go. I don't know what's happening? I couldn't explain. I thought you're supposed to be the unintended. I thought you're just driving by. Never meant to knock the door of my heart neither to open the windows of my feelings. Yet, you went inside and remain, knowing that you would have to leave, made your way out. I don't know if its only for a little while or you'll never come back.

But, I would say, when you're making your way out, taking one step at a time - creating unintentional distance, I couldn't help the tears from dropping. I couldn't hold any longer. Coz, when you're gone, I couldn't deny the pieces of my heart are missing you. I miss the moments when you're right here by my side - when you look me in the eyes. Those moments when I caught a glimpse of heaven, my paradise.

Now, all the things I still remember, my days ain't gonna be the same. And all those days we spent out by the lake, has it all gone to waste. Knowing that, I'll try to make my steps too. One step at a time. Ive got to get a move on with my life. I do regret to have that thought of you would stand up and tell me something that I don't know. Something that could light up my world. Something that could make me smile. I thought you would do your part and I would do mine. Well, its just too late to think. Que Sera, Sera. I wish all the best for you.

Someday I know, I might say - reflecting now on how things could've been, well, it was worth it in the end. Even the years go by and the time just seems to fly, memories are but the only things that still remain. In my heart. In my mind. Thanks for everything.

seriously annelis, what people said is probably right. you are one lil miss sombong. but, hey, sombong bertempat, salah ker? it is me. i do care about people around me, with whom i mixed with, i mean - my circle of friends. im sorry i dont quite prefer to be with bunch of idiot monkeys who didnt actually know how to behave. its the first impression that matters. you dont need to be loud, scolding all the vulgarities to show something. being polite is the best way. dont you ever heard that less is definitely more. alasan 'you're not from the town - you're outsiders who have just moved in' is completely lame. kata your mother is a lecturer, didnt she teach you the best way to behave then? may be you're one but, a disappointment to her as well. what a shame.

but to criticize people, i know and i realise that im not that perfect either. but, i do know how to behave. i do understand all about manners. and manners do not need a five star hotel to show it. you should bring it everywhere you go. that's how you gain respect. 

and i guess you're big enough to think wisely, arent you? plus, you guys are not bunch of secondary school simpleton-jack ass, arent you? well, i might say the ugly truth is you were once one of em. that must be suck. its our history and our background that made who we are now. 

horrible night,

one-lil-miss-sombong :)

Hi! Assalamualaikum. Yes, it is holiday - again. This has made me think that I've wasted too much time on holiday during my studies, be it diploma or now, degree. So, since, the last exam paper I sat in mid April, I've been randomly spent my days on random things, random outings - catching up with ol' friends, best friends, sisters, cousins and my babes. The highlight of my Apr 2012, was my trip with fellow classmates (three of 'em to be exact) to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. 

The trip was fun. Honestly, it was my first trip with friends after secondary school. It was planned a month before, during the struggle of completing loads of assignments, which was also prior the period of my end of semester examinations. I was massively excited for it. We were massively exhilarated for it. That was the only thing that kept us going, through out the stress, and the hassle of assignments, essays, things to study and everything. 

It was a 3D2N trip. Staying at a condo-like house with three rooms, a living room and a kitchen. It was a comfortable stay for four of us. Besides, the price was affordable as well. Hurm, I have no idea what to talk about the trip, since it was only a short trip to a town area. Basically, all we did were window shopping and eating. Lots of eating, very Singaporean.  

And this whole week, Ive done nothing. Nothing at all. Not the house chores, not the cleaning or anything. Monday - caught in an accident. Urgh! Not to mention, the damage done to my dad's car. We're kinda lucky though the car that hit us was only a Proton. So, we kinda have the advantage. But, still! 

That was pretty much explain my days. My boring days. My retarded days passed with every seconds of boredom. Spent too much on watching Merlin, Pearl Harbor, Beastly, One Direction videos. And a few songs. 

Tuesday - was a public holiday. It was a family day out, I supposed. Went shopping with sister and brother. Bought few outfits for them. And to you - who must not be named, please respect others' privacy. It was not your problem if people have the money to shop. It is none of your business. Rezeki Allah, siapa pun tak boleh kata apa. But, the day ended not as it was supposed to. Absolutely not according to its plan. 

Whoa. I have never expect that Im gonna write this much. God! Im talking nonsense. I've got to stop. :x

Oh, last but not least, I will be going to my first jamming outing. It sounds fun. It should be fun. Only that, I will be going out with my cousin's boyfriend's friends. Hmm. Lets just wait and see.

Well,well, well. The plan has been cancelled :x Im not going for a jamming session or anywhere tonight. Pfft.

Regards,

Annelis.

Yes, it has now opened for public again. But unfortunately, some unnecessaries posts have been deleted since it caused so much chaos. This blog wasnt created to hurt anyone neither to make someone feels bad, hence, I thought, by removing some posts would be the best idea - for now. Well, exams are just around the corner, but, here I am - blogging. A slacker, indeed.

And, by the way, I have no idea whom to share with. But, tonight, I meant, just now, one guy stood up, tweeted me something, that I couldnt describe how - its like, fine, I admit that for once, I feel like that ought to be the best moment of my life since last year. He made me smile. Even I have no idea if its true, if he's only flirting, but, heck yeah, he made my day. Thanks!

But, Im so sorry. Even if its real, its hard for me to believe it somehow. My heart is an ice cold, yes. And, when you're being sweet just now, I closed my ears and heart, so I wont fall for you. Ive got to say, it aint easy, its real hard to just ignore them (ur words). Which girl on earth doesnt like it when a guy like you stood up and took control, tell me! However, to let my broken heart to be fixed by you, I think you need to try harder. Just so you know, it has turned to pieces.

But, if you're just trying to be sweet and flirt, good job! It is well done. You have just simply blown my mind. :)

Thats all for now. Good night.

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