At times like this, I couldnt afford to avoid all the pressure that have been put on my shoulder. I always thought that I am just the girl next door, that would love to have every minute as a young teenage girl. I guess, I hoped too much for fairytales. Im twenty, and I need to think of another three younger siblings, my father and myself, I kinda think, this is kinda too much. But, who am I to judge myself. Allah knows best. He absolutely knows everything about me and I believe He wont test something that beyond my out reach.

At times like this, I couldnt afford to avoid all the pressure that have been put on my shoulder. I always thought that I am just the girl next door, that would love to have every minute as a young teenage girl. I guess, I hoped too much for fairytales. Im twenty, and I need to think of another three younger siblings, my father and myself, I kinda think, this is kinda too much. But, who am I to judge myself. Allah knows best. He absolutely knows everything about me and I believe He wont test something that beyond my out reach.

Im no beauty queen.
Im just beautiful me.
I don't need a Guardian,
coz I am no Angel.
Cheesy words gonna melt me down,
sweet talkings will only build my walls higher.
Imma love you once and for all
when I put aside my armour defense.

'When I see your face,
tears run down my face;
The picture perfect memories you left,
scattered all over my mind.
And I cant just erase them all,
its just too lil too late.'

'Dan bla esok,
kita kan bertemu kembali,
Masihkah ada ruang di dalam hati mu,
Untuk cinta yang pernah kita miliki'

"Dan mungkin bila nanti,
Kita kan bertemu lagi,
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali,
rasa yang ku tinggal mati'

Hey,
Say u love me
Say u miss me
Coz i believe it takes two to tango

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