But why must it ends like this. It doesnt supposed to be like this you know.

Sampai hati kan. Sungguh, kau buat aku kecil hati. But, what was this for?

What we did, was only for your own good. Aku dah lama gila tak tidur, tapi aku still bangun, sbb bestfriend aku punya birthday laahh.

Tkpeah anywayys,, kau tu still underage. Still budak kecik yang belum matang pun, kann?

'Terima kasih kawan, untuk selamanya..."

Kalau scene sedih:

Hari time tu hujan kat luar, and Im alone duduk kat tepi tingkap tengok raindrops. and the perfect song maybe Back To December.

If Im missing someone:

Duduk kat balcony petang-petang, tengah making paper plane, writing 'I miss you' before flying it to the sky. Lagu Far Away song by Nickelback pulak playing.

If tengah nak marah kat orang:

For this, I know one perfect song that suit like no other: Gives You Hell! :D

If tengah playing around kat playground with friends, the beloved ones, malam-malam, I only want one song that I think suits well; Rhythm of Love.

Kalau tengah having fun with friends or family:

I love it if We'll be a dream jadi background song.

Kalau rasa nak date dua orang jer with the beloved one:

Its so nice if 'Kissing you' by Miranda Cosgrove playing for the sweet scene, for all the things we both create.

Kalau kena tinggal, well for this, banyak lagu boleh suit. Kena tengoklah macam mana pny style kena tinggal. Love the way you lie, My happy ending..

Kalau tengah down sangat-sangat, macam everything on that day macam tak serba tak kena, aku paling suka lagu Bad Day. Kalau asek nangis jer, lagu ni memang best for me to have my mood back.

Those listed are pretty much that I can think of right now - spontaneously. Actually there's a lot, depends on the person, depends on the mood, I really wish this to happen for real. :)

"I close my eyes and pray..."

-siap ada lagu JB lagi tu..

Memanglah kalau time merajuk ker marah ker sedih ker kecik hati ker:

"Lets talk this over. its not like we're dead. Was it something I did? Was it something you said?"

and how about this pulak?

Suatu ketika dahulu - tak lah lama sangat. just a few months back.

Macam2 kan? Aku kan novelis, aku tahulah.. :)

22 March 2011 - 10am

DMIT result was out.

Mama, how I wish I could tell you this news.

I may not scored the best result but - Im graduating,mom!

Ive done my very best.

Im graduating. Ive completed my next education level.

One step further.

And I pray a lot to get to the next one.

But, I could just tell it to dad, kak yana,

and my friends - just now.

However, Mama, Im telling you now.

You heard me, right?

I know you do.

*smile

Wish me luck for my uni application kays?

I know you will,

like you always did back then,

when we're together.

*smile

Have a good rest mom.

Goodnight.

Hey mom, im nineteen.
How i wish u're here,
to wake me up in the morning,
and look at me with the smile as ever,
telling me "Hey,my baby girl,u're growing"
with a kiss on forehead and a warm love hug
as always, as you did before all these while,
for the past 18years...

It was all the past,
I knew it will never be the same,
but I won't cry coz I know you'll be sad
and I know you'don't want that,
So I will be smiling,
and never wanna spoil this part
the part of my life when im nineteen.
Hey,its my birthday..

ooh,..Its my birthday..

When Im awake in the morning,
Stuck on the bed still - lying,
looking up on the ceiling,
wishing for the best damn thing,
and realise, I need to stop dreaming
and making my way to the mirror,
saying,
"Hey, its your birthday.." and Im smiling..

Its my birthday

ooh,ooh...nananana.. Its my birthday..

With a white dress,
a lil blusher on and strawberry smell,
Feling fresh, going down to the kitchen,
Saw a birthday card with 3 white lilys,
Thank you mom, and Im smilling,
Then we're hugging...

No, it was all the past,
I knew it will never be the same,
but I won't cry coz I know you'll be sad
and I know you'don't want that,
So I will be smiling,
and never wanna spoil this part
The part of my life when im nineteen.
Hey girl, its your birthday..

Ooh, its my birthday..

Today,
I know you're somewhere,
watching me here and there,
I won't cry,
and I will try to cheer my day,
Hanging out wif my friends,
Having dinner wif my love,
I wanna make it beautiful,
I wanna make it sweet,
I wanna create another day,
another story, one nice memory
Cause - Its my birthday,..

nananananana, Its my birthday..

With a white dress,

A lil blusher on and strawberry smell,
Feeling fresh, going down to the kitchen,
Saw a birthday card with 3 white lilys,
Thanks you sis, and Im smilling,
Then we're hugging...
on my birthday...

nana ahaahaa.. Its my birthday..

But why must it ends like this. It doesnt supposed to be like this you know.

Sampai hati kan. Sungguh, kau buat aku kecil hati. But, what was this for?

What we did, was only for your own good. Aku dah lama gila tak tidur, tapi aku still bangun, sbb bestfriend aku punya birthday laahh.

Tkpeah anywayys,, kau tu still underage. Still budak kecik yang belum matang pun, kann?

'Terima kasih kawan, untuk selamanya..."

Kalau scene sedih:

Hari time tu hujan kat luar, and Im alone duduk kat tepi tingkap tengok raindrops. and the perfect song maybe Back To December.

If Im missing someone:

Duduk kat balcony petang-petang, tengah making paper plane, writing 'I miss you' before flying it to the sky. Lagu Far Away song by Nickelback pulak playing.

If tengah nak marah kat orang:

For this, I know one perfect song that suit like no other: Gives You Hell! :D

If tengah playing around kat playground with friends, the beloved ones, malam-malam, I only want one song that I think suits well; Rhythm of Love.

Kalau tengah having fun with friends or family:

I love it if We'll be a dream jadi background song.

Kalau rasa nak date dua orang jer with the beloved one:

Its so nice if 'Kissing you' by Miranda Cosgrove playing for the sweet scene, for all the things we both create.

Kalau kena tinggal, well for this, banyak lagu boleh suit. Kena tengoklah macam mana pny style kena tinggal. Love the way you lie, My happy ending..

Kalau tengah down sangat-sangat, macam everything on that day macam tak serba tak kena, aku paling suka lagu Bad Day. Kalau asek nangis jer, lagu ni memang best for me to have my mood back.

Those listed are pretty much that I can think of right now - spontaneously. Actually there's a lot, depends on the person, depends on the mood, I really wish this to happen for real. :)

"I close my eyes and pray..."

-siap ada lagu JB lagi tu..

Memanglah kalau time merajuk ker marah ker sedih ker kecik hati ker:

"Lets talk this over. its not like we're dead. Was it something I did? Was it something you said?"

and how about this pulak?

Suatu ketika dahulu - tak lah lama sangat. just a few months back.

Macam2 kan? Aku kan novelis, aku tahulah.. :)

22 March 2011 - 10am

DMIT result was out.

Mama, how I wish I could tell you this news.

I may not scored the best result but - Im graduating,mom!

Ive done my very best.

Im graduating. Ive completed my next education level.

One step further.

And I pray a lot to get to the next one.

But, I could just tell it to dad, kak yana,

and my friends - just now.

However, Mama, Im telling you now.

You heard me, right?

I know you do.

*smile

Wish me luck for my uni application kays?

I know you will,

like you always did back then,

when we're together.

*smile

Have a good rest mom.

Goodnight.

Hey mom, im nineteen.
How i wish u're here,
to wake me up in the morning,
and look at me with the smile as ever,
telling me "Hey,my baby girl,u're growing"
with a kiss on forehead and a warm love hug
as always, as you did before all these while,
for the past 18years...

It was all the past,
I knew it will never be the same,
but I won't cry coz I know you'll be sad
and I know you'don't want that,
So I will be smiling,
and never wanna spoil this part
the part of my life when im nineteen.
Hey,its my birthday..

ooh,..Its my birthday..

When Im awake in the morning,
Stuck on the bed still - lying,
looking up on the ceiling,
wishing for the best damn thing,
and realise, I need to stop dreaming
and making my way to the mirror,
saying,
"Hey, its your birthday.." and Im smiling..

Its my birthday

ooh,ooh...nananana.. Its my birthday..

With a white dress,
a lil blusher on and strawberry smell,
Feling fresh, going down to the kitchen,
Saw a birthday card with 3 white lilys,
Thank you mom, and Im smilling,
Then we're hugging...

No, it was all the past,
I knew it will never be the same,
but I won't cry coz I know you'll be sad
and I know you'don't want that,
So I will be smiling,
and never wanna spoil this part
The part of my life when im nineteen.
Hey girl, its your birthday..

Ooh, its my birthday..

Today,
I know you're somewhere,
watching me here and there,
I won't cry,
and I will try to cheer my day,
Hanging out wif my friends,
Having dinner wif my love,
I wanna make it beautiful,
I wanna make it sweet,
I wanna create another day,
another story, one nice memory
Cause - Its my birthday,..

nananananana, Its my birthday..

With a white dress,

A lil blusher on and strawberry smell,
Feeling fresh, going down to the kitchen,
Saw a birthday card with 3 white lilys,
Thanks you sis, and Im smilling,
Then we're hugging...
on my birthday...

nana ahaahaa.. Its my birthday..

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