swit7teen

Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better muslimah.

2012-01-16T05:42:00.000-08:00

Bismillah. Salam alaik.

Well, when read Hlovate's, I feel like its time for me to start the story of mine. Stop with all lovey dovey world. Begin with the love to Allah instead. To start with tuds and stuffs, I just dunno how. :x Solat. Hmm. "Lord, Im doing all I can to a better muslimah." Astaghfirullah.

its two thousand and twelve.

2012-01-05T09:57:00.000-08:00

Cliche quotes: " Farewell to 2011 and Welcome aboard 2012" *eye-rolling

Its the urge to blog that made me sit in front of my dear velvet now and started typing. But, I have no idea of what to write exactly. Well today is friday and is the last friday for my semester break. Im bored, aint it obvious? *heads on the table*

Oh yeah, speaking of this post title, kinda fast huh? ..and Im gonna be TWENTY ONE this year, scarry shittt! No wayy. Once thought of planning a big party but, few days back thought of going for Umrah. *sejuk perut mak aku mengandung* Hurm. Lets just the fate decide.

Timetable is out, and next monday Im gonna start my second semester. I wish its gonna be a 3 school days semester. Btw, I really need to start saving upp, like seriously. Annelis, stop wasting the bloody money. *finger crossed*

2011 flashback.

Graduated, sadly no throwing of hats. Accepted the NUS offer in Computer Science and declined it last minute. And accepted NIE offer instead. Been quite wild through out the year. Issit really only this much? HOMG! 2011 was boring for me, I suppose. Oh yeah, broke up without knowing since when we're in a relationship. Complicated max huh? *eye-rolled* But, kept no hard feeling. Oh yeahh!! THE BEST THING EVER, met JOE BROOKS! Haha, hugged him talked to him and Ive got a polaroid picha with him too. Cool shittt!

New Year Resoultions:

Kuruskan badan.
Saving upp for my Europe trip.
London, see you soon.
Eiffle Tower, wait for me there :)
Macam nak send in proposal kat JS :x

......INSYALLAHH.

Till then, I guess. Goodnight.

2011-12-23T05:34:00.000-08:00

Blogger!!

Please, check the grammar used. Tak salah nak guna broken english, but ingat2 lah, jangan sampai short sentence pun dah lari giler maksud dia. Sounds funny, and you know what, orang yg baca tu, sampai berkerut kening seribu, berlipat-lipat nak fahamkan what you're trying to sampaikan. Google for the exact maksud ker kalau malas sgt nak bukak Oxford Dictionary yg I know that dah dicampakkan entah kemana tu kan. Well, sometimes, kena gelak tau dak? (No hard feeling eh) Just peringatan bersama, which includes me as well.

Well, one good advice. Go and read english novels, like alot, alott. Watch super alot movies, and understand well every each of the sentences used. Disney Movies especially. Looks like too childish, but seriously, its a good way to learn english instead of just read. Well, my late mom used to expose me to those kinda movies with subtitles. To be honest, I learnt alot from movies sebab I dont really spend my days reading english books. But, jgn dok download movie from the internet, dah lah tak clear, subtitle pun tkde. Thats why sampai khiamat pun, u'll never learn. Beli yg 'original copy', there's subtitles, kan? Choose english, instead of Malay. Kata nak belajar kan? Well, to be a good blogger, you should watch, read, knows ALOT, I guess.

Please lah ehh, ini bukan nak sindir ker kutuk ker apa. Yang mana baik tu jadikan tauladan kan? So, open minded lah sikit kalau org tegur kan? Bukan ada state kat sini pun nama blogger mana-mana. (Hah! Lepas baca ni , gelabah cicak sendiri bukak blog, check grammar, sibuk tny kawan) TAK SALAH NK BUAT CAM TU, okayy?

Salam alaik.

Sorry kalau terkasar bahasa. :x

Hah! tegur saya pulak. Im open to accept any critics on me. Kita kan budak baru belajar. :D

read this parents.

2011-11-27T12:00:00.000-08:00

do you think, by canning your children can make them listen to you? as u thought we kinda afraid of you, huh? me dont think so. well, guess wut, in fact,we will provoke you more next time. yelling at us? those words you said will just pass by. we will never listen, trust me. a warning will scare us a lil bit. but, why dont you try to talk to us nicely, instead of shouting out loud, till to the extend of us feeling ashamed to admit that you're our parents. got it?

after those canning and yelling we got, guess wut, in our mind, we're planning for more. the worst nightmare that you've ever imagined. Please luh, we dont feel scared at all. *eye-rolling* We dont even feel to stop doing it right away. Ha-ha.

Allah knows better.

2011-11-24T19:18:00.000-08:00

Yeah, now I know how I feel about you now.

Thanks for everything eh. How you twisted your words.

Damn it. Serve me right,heh.

Rascal. You'r such an 'angel' in disguise!

When Im feeling selfish, everybody blames me for that.

And when Im not, yet still, put the blame on me again,huh?

What a life.

Seriously, I wont be nice to you guys again.

Im tired. Outta breath every time you guys turn me like an idiot.

Thanks!

kenangan terindah darimu bonda

2011-11-18T16:54:00.000-08:00

"Aku yang lemah tanpamu

aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku"

Mama, it has been almost two years,

and Im missing you.

"Selama mata terbuka
sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu"

Tak kan pernah terlintas akan ku untuk melupakanmu,

No, it has never cross my mind to ever forget you.

Your love, I can always feel it somehow.

"Bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku"

Aku redha. Aku pasrah. Aku berdoa.

Kalau itu yang terbaik untukmu, aku terima.

Tenanglah persemadianmu.

Hanya doa yang dapat aku kirimkan.

"Namun takkan mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang tlah terukir abadi
sebagai kenangan yang terindah"

Kata-katamu,

kasihmu, pesanmu, nasihatmu,

sayangmu, kehadiranmu dulu,

walau hanya sementara,

meskipun ianya untuk seketika,

tak akan pernah akan ku melupakanmu,

telah sebati dalam kenangan hidupku

kenangan yang tak akan aku peroleh dimana-mana

tak akan pernah dapat ku ulangi jua

kenangan indah yang akan ku bawa sampai bila-bila.

kenangan terindah dalam sejarah hidupku.

"Terima kasih cinta, untuk segalanya"

Terima kasih bonda.

Terima kasih untuk segalanya.

Terima kasih atas kasihmu -

dulu and I -

will always love you.

sembunyi

2011-11-17T23:21:00.001-08:00

entah dimana silap kehidupan,

kekuatan hati, kewarasan akal.

ketegasan minda, keteguhan iman,

menempuh jerit perih liku-liku

kehidupan,hilang.

lenyap dibalik gangguan,

sembunyi seketika,

langkah yang diambil, satu-satu

tiada yang dapat diundurkan

rapuh. roboh.

tak terungkai masalah

tak selesai ceritera

setiap masa,

hanya keteguhan diri

tiang kepada setiap satu jawapan.

tindakan yang tak pasti,

agama lah jadikannya benteng.

selamatkan diri daripada terjunan

lindungi diri daripada terhumban

jauh dari jalan-jalan yang kelam

kembali ke landasan yang terang

landasan yang satu,

yang dahulu antara satu pilihan,

yang dahulu dibayangi kehendak akuan

yang dahulu tak ternampak dek pandangan

yang dahulu terlindung suram

Astaghfirullah.

time.

2011-11-13T07:13:00.000-08:00

well, 'we' are not as complicated lah actually. things can still dibetulkan. see, macam just now, we're just okay kan? we just need more time to spend together. the more time we had, i guess, we'd get know each of us, better. and tolak-ansur will come naturally. about time lah rasanya all of these. when makin besar, makin matang, so boleh lah understand each other. hope things get better, soon enough. before everything is too late to talk abt.

eyes on you, eyes on me.

2011-11-02T04:14:00.000-07:00

whats going on? what telah happened?

i have no idea. seriously. corrupted.

those were not supposed to happen.

i could just sit back and watch.

plain emotion.

i couldnt help.

i could just do nothing but watched them.

i dont want to get involve any further.

i dont want to get hurt.

never thought we'd have a last kiss

2011-10-31T20:45:00.000-07:00

Back to those days,

where us - against the world.

telling stories, sharing laughters.

I still remember the look on your face

Been through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered for just us to know

You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

and today, I woke up,

you're not here,

not anywhere near,

i look at the phone;

hoping i would hear anything from you,

you're just disappear.

I do recall now the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane

That July 9th the beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

never picture this would happen

where things seemed okay between us,

distance was not the reason,

you've told that before.

and i didnt know why did i believe it,

last time.

I do remember the swing of your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in

I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe

And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed

We can plan for a change in weather and time

I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips, just like our last

Look at thatt!!

2011-10-25T11:50:00.000-07:00

You sure you'll see thing you absolutely wanna see:

Now go stand in the corner and THINK

Regards,

annavelvetesprada

hey,hey,you,you, i dont like your girlfriend. Haha.

2011-10-24T09:45:00.001-07:00

Sometimes i did wonder:

what are the things you've shared?

what are the stories that have been told?

Im not that bad you know.

No! Im never bad towards you.

To claim that, I surely think that Im so not deserve it.

That was such a hard accused.

Seriously, lil sister, you shoudnt talk things that you have no clue abt.

If it hurts so much, why dont you try and ask?

So, you will see things that you didnt see last time,

aint it better? Make things clearer for you.

And you wont feel bad or lied neither hurt?

Im always open to stand up and give you the better picture.

Picture of things you never expected.

Poor you, though.

Anyway, goodnight and goodluck!

And YOU! What did you tell her? FOR GOD sake, I was never try to do things that will turn your life upside down. So, please dont touch mine.

Your own fairytales.

2011-10-15T22:13:00.000-07:00

Fell in love. Broken hearted. Met new guy. In relationship. Broke up. Cried. Another guy said hi. Replied. On date. Found out he's a gay.

Well, this isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Major in philosophy ’cause there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

Be in love – a lot, so I guess you can get to tell ur grandchildren your own fairytales for their bedtime stories, aite? We can have our own froggie prince. We can make our own cinderella stories. Life is meant to be sweet. So, darling, make it sweeter. Enjoy your life and chill it, somehow. When it gets hard, dont blame. dont regret. no need to turn back. BUT be tough. stay strong. and Im sure you through it later on. hey, Allah knows our strength and never challenge us harder that we can endure. remember that.

when a guy broke ur heart. say thanks. when he turned you into pieces, wave goodbye and move on. thanks for being there for awhile. thanks for staying with you for a moment. thanks for making your life a fairytale last time. coz, im sure, even it was not a happy ending, but it was a good memories before, aint it? no need to turn it bad. no need to throw it away. neither to erase it, nor to burn it down. memories are meant to be with you all the time. no regrets. keep no hard feelings. then, you can easily walk away and begin a new chapter of your life.

However, I know sometimes, when you feel like moving forward, memories are the only thing that hold you back. Hence, write his name on a piece of paper, fold it small, put inside a lil bottle, throw it to the sea. throw it hard. BUT with a SMILE. Sweetest smile ever. dont fake. :)

this is only a piece of words written to past times. :)

ego: one powerful word.

2011-10-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

doesnt mean that kalau kita tua, then, kita ada kuasa. so, dgn segala hormatnya kita boleh buat apa-apa sesuka jiwa. dalam hidup ni, there's always two ways in things. adat memberi, kita berbahasa, kan? so, ingat lah kalaupun kita lebih dewasa, lebih berpangkat, tak semestinya kita ni betul sentiasa. try to accept the fact that semua orang ada buat silap. so, tak salah kan kalau ditegur? cubalah put aside ur ego, then u'll see things that all this while, you've pretended tak nampak, closed an eye on them. tak salah. tak ada malunya nak buat macam tu. ingat, budak yang kecil dulu tu dah besar. dah boleh fikir yang mana baik, yang buruk. dorang dah ada pendirian sendiri.

apa yang kita buat kan orang tu semua, lambat laun akan berbalik pada kita. baik kita kat orang, baiklah orang pada kita. tak kiralah, to students ker, to anak-anak sendiri ker, to pekerja bawahan ker. that one concept applies to all, in any kind of situation. so, please, if you want others to treat you well, treat them better.

last but not least, yang baik jadikan tauladan, yang jahat jadikan sempadan.

yang elok tu datang dari Allah, yang buruk tu datang dari saya sendiri.

tak ada niat nak menyindir, tak ada niat nak menuding jari, sekadar tulisan yang diharap dapat dijadikan bahan untuk difikir-fikirkan.

KL huh? So and so jer lah.

2011-10-01T22:08:00.000-07:00

Been to KL yesterday. So much of curiosity of how KL looks like? How's life in KL? About them staying in KL, about shopping in KL, about the roads, about the food, about everything.

So, here they are.

Putrajaya. Fine, it is absolutely a nice place to stay, to live in, to work at etc. Ive seen the new Malaysia here. The roads are clean, the lights are nice with different kinds of lamp post for every roads - creativity. BUT, the sign boards sucks especially for tourists. After a number of turns, going up and down the same road, we've finally found our way to the Masjid Putrajaya.

Masjid Putrajaya is a blast. Cantik sangat-sangat for me lah. Oh yeah, there is another masjid we found in Putrajaya, the masjid where most of Malaysian celebs carried out their solemnization nowadays. Its a nice masjid for weddings.

Then, we've been to Suria KLCC. Suria KLCC is just like iON Orchard Singapore and other malls in Singapore. Ranging from Uniqlo, Zara, Top Shop till Salvatore Faragamore, Prada etc.

There is PetroScience at the most top level. Speaking of the levels, the elevator system in Suria KLCC was also a disappointment. There's only two lifts to be used which will be going the same way everytime. and the escalators were quite a distance from it. Oh yeah, about the PetroScience, its a gallery to show how Malaysia works on their petroleum gas.

We then made our way to Jalan T.A.Rahman. Jalan TAR. The place where people talked so much about it. Well, its just another street market for me. Maybe if you know how to bargain to the max, then its a heaven for ya. BUT, the food they're selling over there were all very nice. I had Laksa Johor for RM5 a bowl while my cousin bought a Murtabak - they are NICE!

After the exhausting walk down the street even we didnt get to go all around Jalan TAR - I surrendered, we then made our way out from KL. Traffic Lights in KL are quite slow. Seriously, to wait for the traffics to turn into green light again, it was like taking forever.

iCity. A place in Shah Alam that having lights everywhere - trees, buildings, they wanna made it such like the place is having a snow season? I guess..

But, the snow room?? that we need to pay for the entrance looks not that good, with the man made snow were like the air batu parut. Lols!

However, from what I saw from the big LCD there, later in December, they will have a big event with full loaded of lights and activities for the New Year! Hope it will be a blast.

Thats all for my One day KL trip. Its an exhausting one, but at least I knew how it looks like.

The roads are the same as JB's, the shopping are the same as Singapore's. So great to stay in JB, with not so much crowd, and get to shop in Singapore which is just SO NEAR! Heyy, Im studying there, what about it.

The best thing, thanks to Ash.O for the pictures!

friends. but what it really meant to us.

2011-09-16T02:14:00.000-07:00

Kata kawan, kan?

But why must it ends like this. It doesnt supposed to be like this you know.

Sampai hati kan. Sungguh, kau buat aku kecil hati. But, what was this for?

What we did, was only for your own good. Aku dah lama gila tak tidur, tapi aku still bangun, sbb bestfriend aku punya birthday laahh.

Tkpeah anywayys,, kau tu still underage. Still budak kecik yang belum matang pun, kann?

'Terima kasih kawan, untuk selamanya..."

2011-09-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

Im writing this while listening to Cinta by D'Baginda's

Nq has slept once reached home from raya way ago. Suha and Edd still awake - downstairs. Suha is doing some stuffs at the sofa, Edd is(was) scribbling (or maybe doing his homework, idk) Oh, he's upstairs now, gg to bed I guess. Im upstairs - in the room - like always. Pretty much doing of our own things aite? Can see kaann? Raya pun masing-masing ngadap laptop.

SO, 'he' was there just now. Naik motor malam2 passed by aku,ecah and shera. Menyibuk ajjer.

Pfft. Pergi balik lah jgn menyemak kan pemandangan. Bluerghh. English, babe, english!

Anywaaaaayy, down with heavy flu, sore throat that I think might be gg to be cough soon. Fever is just ard the corner. I need a doctor, doctor, doctor!

Errr.....whattowritehuh?

I miss my abang angkat.

I miss my UK friend.

I miss them alott.

That abang angkat I have no idea why must he mia-ed so all of the sudden. Hey dude, if you know how to start a friendship, dont you know how to end it nicely as well? Courtesy dude, courtersy! Itu pun nak kena ajar ker? Takpelah, tak nak kawan sudah.

My eyes started berair. I think I need to sleep.

G'night all. Goodnight.

No Hard Feeling, aite?

2011-08-16T10:51:00.000-07:00

Well, to some girls out there, kadang-kadang, kita nak salahkan diri sendiri pun tak boleh jugak. Guys are meant to live with lies. And girls are meant to believe it, somehow. And when it comes to the day that we've finally found out the ugly truth, taddaa... broken heart, tearing eyes, feeling down, what else? Cakap ajer lah. No committing suicide, please. This is waayy too exaggerate. :)

And to guys, please, if you think you are not able to stay loyal, dont mess around with her lil heart. Dont let her hopes get high, dont let your says cheat her feelings. Some tough girls can get through it, but some dont.

Gentle reminder, babes, be careful with those liars out there. When love is in the air, even the eyes can play trick. However, if you ever broken hearted before, dont let it ruin you entire life. It may not be a happy ending, but doesnt mean that it was not a beautiful piece of memories once, right?

Well, this is just something to write, something to share. No hard feelings aite? G'night. Salam Ramadhan and Selamat Bersahur to muslimin and muslimat.

pieceofwordsonwrittenpaper: anna-velvetesprada.

p/s: Btw, to whom it may concern, if you ever crossed this luh. (IF) Aku dengan segala hormatnya menarik balik karya-karya yang ditujukan kepada engkau previously. Coz, those are meant to be to my special other half. and it is absolutely not you. Bukan nak play ard macam budak kecik, sebab aku rasa macam tak adil jer. Kays? No hard feeling aite?

Lil Thing Called 'heart'

2011-06-11T10:45:00.002-07:00

Its a story to tell; there was a girl and a guy with a lil thing called 'heart'

I was playing hard since the start

You're just following my flow.

You took your steps,

one at a time and slow.

You're being sweet,

Your words, your smile,

Well, you're such a honey-bee

And I ignored, pretended nothing to care about,

But hell my heart beaten twice speed

I smiled when you're not looking.

Slowly, I let my walls broken down,

Put aside my armor defense,

Opened up my stone-cold heart to let you in,

Stopped listening to my mind,

Followed my heart felt instead.

One night, you're on your knees

asking one chance to dance,

while the love song was playing along.

That was the time I thought you'd be the one.

But now then I knew - I was wrong.

Coz for you this was all a game.

And I was the queen to checkmate.

My heart was the throne,

My love was the bet,

and my tears were your soldiers that let to die.

I should have known.

I was stupid to play it along

It was not you to blame.

Things happened.

Life and love such a bestfriend.

and heart break is their best enemy.

I should have known from the start.

Those pictures you left remains,

Wont be erased, too much too be thrown,

let it be one of the sweet memories,

a good one perhaps.

As for me, I'll move on,

Wrote your name on a piece of paper,

Folded it small,

Kept inside a bottle and I threw it to the sea.

Let the wave fades away my feelings for you.

And I guess I'll be alright as the time goes by.

June 11 2011 - the day I turned 20.

pieceofwordsonwrittenpaper:anna

holiday

2011-05-01T23:02:00.000-07:00

I will never ever create any family event on facebook anymore.

It was a nice outing. It was a short gateaway. Quite a Great Family Day Out.

holiday and dressing up and car hit the highway and camera and taking picha and many many more! Those words kinda describe the whole thing of it minus the drama created during the whole journey. Drama aint good for memories.

however, there are still story to be told. parts to be elaborated.

Here it goes:

Watch out whenever you're speeding on the highway at night. Haha.

My bro-in-law was actually driving the car home. He was speeding till 160,170,180 like that. So he was driving on the right lane. Everytime he saw a slower car driving on the right lane, he will light up the high beam light and the driver will move into the left lane and give way for him to speed again. Once upon a time, while he was speeding, again, he saw a slower car, and like usual, confidently he lighted up the high beam light, and guess what? It was a police petrol car -,- He quickly slowed down and moved into the left lane back, hide behind another car. And after a few minutes, we saw a car speeding as well and about to took over the police. But right after the driver saw the police car in front, he automatically hit the brake and slowed down. That was super funny and we were all laughing while watching him to or not to take over the police.

So yeah, the moral of the story, do watch out when lighting up the high beam while you're speeding on the highway at night. As you will never know what is in front of you.

Last but not least,

Customer Service people. Please, do be nice to the customers. I know its not all the time, the customer is right, however, we do appreciate a lil respect from you, a lil help will make us feel good. Especially, if we're on our way to our holiday.Yeah, sometimes it aint a good day for you too, but we din noe it and HELL we're not the one you should let your anger to. You're moody, your stomach is aching, you're pms-ing, cranky? We dont wanna know, coz what we wanna know is you're giving us a good smile and service that can make us just walk off after saying 'Thank you' and smiling at you.

To fams, thanks for the outing and dinner yesterday. Looking forward for the next time where everybody can meet up again and having a nice day. I so wanna holiday. Long one. :)

love.miss.hate.

2011-04-22T10:41:00.000-07:00

fine. i love you.

i wish that you're here everytime.

but, i knew it all along - it is simply impossible.

you've got ur own things, ive mine.

okay. i miss you.

time after time.

day by day.

your words, made me miss you more.

your sayings, made me even love you more.

guess what. i hate you.

you've made me sad.

everynight.

i dont like a sleepless night.

but i cant just close my eyes without ur goodnight wish.

when you just simply gone,

without saying goodbye.

pretty please, dont do this to me, sayang coz i dont think i can endure it everytime. and tell u what, it aint easy to try to hold my tears when i feel like crying everytime u did this to me. :(

background songs.

2011-04-16T07:51:00.000-07:00

Kan best kalau life ni macam dalam movie, ada moments in our life with background songs. Tak yah kena aku imagine-imagine. Sendiri played.

Kalau scene sedih:

Hari time tu hujan kat luar, and Im alone duduk kat tepi tingkap tengok raindrops. and the perfect song maybe Back To December.

If Im missing someone:

Duduk kat balcony petang-petang, tengah making paper plane, writing 'I miss you' before flying it to the sky. Lagu Far Away song by Nickelback pulak playing.

If tengah nak marah kat orang:

For this, I know one perfect song that suit like no other: Gives You Hell! :D

If tengah playing around kat playground with friends, the beloved ones, malam-malam, I only want one song that I think suits well; Rhythm of Love.

Kalau tengah having fun with friends or family:

I love it if We'll be a dream jadi background song.

Kalau rasa nak date dua orang jer with the beloved one:

Its so nice if 'Kissing you' by Miranda Cosgrove playing for the sweet scene, for all the things we both create.

Kalau kena tinggal, well for this, banyak lagu boleh suit. Kena tengoklah macam mana pny style kena tinggal. Love the way you lie, My happy ending..

Kalau tengah down sangat-sangat, macam everything on that day macam tak serba tak kena, aku paling suka lagu Bad Day. Kalau asek nangis jer, lagu ni memang best for me to have my mood back.

Those listed are pretty much that I can think of right now - spontaneously. Actually there's a lot, depends on the person, depends on the mood, I really wish this to happen for real. :)

aku kan novelis!

2011-04-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yeah, aku kan novelis. Novelis tu kan fairytales maker. Storyteller. Dia yang cipta watak, dia yang create perwatakan. Dia yang satukan orang. Dia yang pisahakan orang, Yeah, thats me! :)

"who says life ain't a fairytale? make things sweet, feel the moments with beloved ones and friends, i can assure you can create your own, and your life will be just fine and everything's gonna be okay. ♥"

Hah. Tu dia, siap post facebook lagi.

Kisah tentang dua anak remaja yang berpacaran, Love story biasa, takde nyer fall in love ngan anak raja. Takde pulak anak Tan Sri ker datuk ker haper2, but it is still a love story that meant to be sweet and cute. Yeah, cute. They are cute together. Hoping that both of you will stuck for each other - forever after.

"I close my eyes and pray..."

-siap ada lagu JB lagi tu..

Memanglah kalau time merajuk ker marah ker sedih ker kecik hati ker:

"Lets talk this over. its not like we're dead. Was it something I did? Was it something you said?"

and how about this pulak?

Suatu ketika dahulu - tak lah lama sangat. just a few months back.

'Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world.

She took the midnight train going anywhere.

Just a city boy, born and raised in South detroit,

He took the midnight train going anywhere'

Then, bila that girl and that guy met. Macam bumped onto each other.

'We were both young when I first saw you,

I close my eyes and the flashback starts,

Im standing there; in the balcony on summer air'

The girl was here, and the boy was standing there. Bila mata pandang mata, time macam stop ticking. Moving towards each other - slowly. Really slowly.

'Well, you stood there with me in the doorway,

My hands shake, Im not usually this way,

But you pull me in and Im a little more brave,

Its the first kiss, its flawless, really something.'

'I will never let you fall,

I'll stand up for you forever,

I'll be there for you through it all,

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.'

'We may only have tonight,

But till the morning sun you're mine,

All mine..

Play the music low, and sway to the rhythm of love.'

Macam2 kan? Aku kan novelis, aku tahulah.. :)

jealousy

2011-03-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

Feeling jealous? Yeah, a lil bit. Shuts! Its not jealous that both of them together, its just they are always together.

one step further. one level up.

2011-03-22T13:15:00.000-07:00

22 March 2011 - 10am

DMIT result was out.

Diploma Awarded!

Mama, how I wish I could tell you this news.

I may not scored the best result but - Im graduating,mom!

Ive done my very best.

Im graduating. Ive completed my next education level.

One step further.

And I pray a lot to get to the next one.

But, I could just tell it to dad, kak yana,

and my friends - just now.

However, Mama, Im telling you now.

You heard me, right?

I know you do.

*smile

Wish me luck for my uni application kays?

I know you will,

like you always did back then,

when we're together.

*smile

Have a good rest mom.

Goodnight.

another love story

2011-03-22T13:12:00.001-07:00

Its a everynight thing,
we chat.skype.messaging,
10 times wish goodbye, goodnight and sweetdream.
but we just cant stop,
till one of us fall asleep with while texting.

we share songs we listen to
we send lyrics that related to
that tells the love story of us
we smile..

and in a minute we found another song that match us better.
that suits us more.
then, we read the lines,
and we just couldn't agree more.
each of us can just smile - again.
speechless.

when we're done with doing it online,
we continue it using the old way.
what's best - we can lie down on the bed,
cuddling in the blanket,
but we still feel so close
as i'll place my phone beside me,
and sometimes right next to my heart.
coz that's where you belong. . .
but,how about you?

when you fall asleep,
and pity me still lie awake,
im feeling lonely,
reading through you messages,
that's what I'll do
till my eyes close
in my dream, we'll meet.

but tonight,
Im alone in my room looking outside,
searching for a beautiful star
to help me tell 'miss you'
I close my eyes,
I recite doa,
Pray to Allah
that tml gonna be a good day,
for me,
for you
together...

regards with love,

pieceofwordsonwrittenpaper: anna

just us as FAMILY.

2011-03-20T02:06:00.000-07:00

Dont you realised how messed up we are? We didnt talk or we did which ended up to be a fight, we didnt sit together and chilling on something. We didnt have dinner while watching a family program at night - then later getting high on something we saw. We dont communicate lately. I miss that! I miss all the laughing, I miss all the hanging around - just us as FAMILY. As what we always did back then. Even that time, we're not this 'fine' with money, but we WERE FINE AS FAMILY! We're happy. Yeah happy.

Or issit just me - stressed up lonely lil bitch?!

I dont know if each and one of you realised this but still trying to deny it coz that's what Im doing also. However, I cant just ask myself to keep pretending - spreading the news to everybody that asking that we're fine - coz deep inside my heart, I always know that we are absolutely not okay.

I wanna do something, yet, a simple thing I cant never do. TALK! I cant talk to all of you except suha, though sometimes we fight ALOT when comes to things that we dont agree. But dad, I know you are not that good at talking either. So, what should we do? And nq, ed. I think you guys are just so irritating sometimes. Maybe, its hell my fault coz I always want it to be my way, but couldnt you understand that its for your own good? Maybe Im wrong, but please try to understand what Im trying to tell you. GOD! I sounded like a parent that trying to explain to her children that are going for the wrong way. I hate this. I maybe a lil too young for these stuffs. But, hello, I have two younger siblings. Urgh!

this is just sucks!

Anyway, ecah, I am very grateful to have you as my bestfriend. I owe you babe! You're the best crying shoulder that I have ever had. :)

Thanks again.

And, blog - I appreciate that someone is just so smart to create this. Coz without you, I dunno who else should I talk to. Pheww~

my days

2011-03-18T21:23:00.000-07:00

kinda have tonnes of story to tell till dunno which one should go first. been pretty much crraaaazzzyy in love with glee for the last few days - and still loving it now. gotta stop awhile here, taking shower :)

Back from shower.

Can say that kinda alone at home. Everyone is up onto their own things. My cuz is sleeping on the couch right now. Here I am - blogging.

Have been working for the last two weeks. Even its not on every single day, but enough is enough. Im tired-exhausted. two of my colleagues told me that I looked sick. I think if I have a chance to stand beside a zombie, people will get confused and cant say which is me - a real living human. And let say if I am working again, I dont feel like doing sales anymore after encountered two times shortage of money. Hell! Im not going to let they deduct my pay anymore. It is for my iPhone lah.

The rest of my day, I spent it on sleeping, listening to songs, updating and checking status on facebook of mine and my friends. Miss talking to Iza. Skyped with Adibah. Talked few lines with Ecah. Ecah - I miss you so much my friend. I swear, I promise you that I will meet you at Segamat one fine day - together with Shera. okayyy..? Hows it?

Last but not least - GLEE!

Sam and Quinn. I wanna be Quinn. I wanna dance with Sam. I wanna sing along. I wanna have fun! There's a quite a lot to talk about Glee actually. However, I dunno where to start and where to end. And I think I kinda make people around me sick of Glee coz Ive been singing my fav song again and again, Ive been talking about Sam, Quinn, Finn, Rachel too much to them. Haha. This is me people! I will talk and talk and continue talking about it, until it become off season. :D

I guess that's all for now. Im sleepy actually. But, been holding on coz I was skype-ing with my friends just now. Shall try and sleep now. Goodnight. (issit kinda too early?)

yes! Im a gleek too.

2011-03-16T12:07:00.000-07:00

its a beautiful night,

and I have something to tell you,

hey baby, i think badly i miss you..

is it the look in your eyes,

or is it just me wanna tell the truth,

who cares baby, i think badly i miss you..

what a novel.

2011-03-03T01:51:00.000-08:00

Bought a novel yesterday. It is super duper lame to max. Like seriously, why on earth the publisher agreed to publish that piece of crap. Okay, enough. This is an insult. The jokes, the love story, the romance, the storyline are all like whaaat. Oh my god. Don't you aware that when you write something, its for people to read and ENJOY it. Again - ENJOY IT! That is the main damn thing that readers look for when buying something.

When it turned out to be a lame storyline, it will make us waaay disappointed. Its thick. Its wordy. Its boring.

Im sorry

2011-02-25T22:06:00.000-08:00

When Im pretty much missing you like crazy,

you're just not here; beside me.

I keep listening to songs, playing all tracks -

trying to not thinking of you

But its just it.

Cant deny more,

Im just missing you - badly.

Where'd you go,

Im stucked - I don't know.

Mind keeps asking have I done something?

Did I said anything?

that makes you away from me - hiding.

Im sorry . . .

Don't you know I hate feeling this

Tell me love, shout it out,

so I will know . .

Yeah, so that I know.

Well Im here if you ever need me

If I ever crossed your mind -

I wish I know coz I would be happy.

Its empty. . .

happy birthday Iza.

2011-02-23T02:20:00.000-08:00

Hey, sure you think that I forgot its ur birthday today right? I will never lah. Well, lil sista! Wishing you the very best SweetSeventeen ever. Im hoping to be the very last one to wish you today, tml not counted - coz it will be a belated birthday wish already. Why last? Well, to be honest - dunno why, purposely. Hehe. *peace* Naah, actually there's a reason for this. Im wishing you the last, coz I hope to be the last one that you will ever forget wherever you go, whenever you'll be. :)

Being Seventeen, its a one life time experience. Make it sweet, make it nice, make it fab! Things only lasts for one year, use it well. And hope everything is under HIS rahmat, and gets berkat from HIM forever after. Amin. InsyAllah.

another love story

2011-02-16T00:36:00.000-08:00

To let yourself falling in love;

means you're letting your heart to be broken,

letting your feeling to be hurt,

but the best is letting yourself to be loved.

The feeling is absolutely enchanting.

When you're together,

Everything seems to be so perfect -

Fearless.

Sparks fly around you,

When his words sounds so sweet.

His moves looks so gentle.

Just nice to made yourself - floating.

But the story of you and him

can never get so fairytale.

The next chapter of your love story

will never be like a cinderella or snow white's

to be continued . . . . . .

pieceofwordsonwrittenpaper:anna

Paper Plane

2011-02-13T00:30:00.000-08:00

I was all alone,

At the rooftop, there I sat,

Writing wish on a paper plane,

You're at the street - ground floor

passing by - carrying a notepad,

On your shoulder the plane crash landed.

I never know what has happened after I threw,

All I knew that I was making a wish

Hoping that one day, it will come true.

The next day, I did the same thing,

Another wish, and a brand new paper plane.

This time, it has landed on the floor

You'd found it while you're walking at the corridor.

Everyday it is just the same,

Another day, another wish, and a paper plane.

You've waited, you took and you kept them,

Wondering who was behind all this plane rain.

One day, you made a wish.

Your wish brought you to the rooftop.

There you saw a girl - sitting quietly with a notebook in hand.

Then you know. And smiled.

The girl saw you.

Quickly packed her things - made a move.

'I believe these are all yours' You said just after she passed by.

The girl stopped walking. Turned back. Looking at the bag you're holding.

She looked at you - said nothing.

She nodded after a few seconds.

You showed your hands and introduced yourself.

She looked at you. Smiled.

And made a move. Without a goodbye.

The next morning you woke up.

You brought a notepad and a pen.

Flew yourself to the same rooftop.

Waiting and hoping she would come back again.

Few hours, you've waited.

And decided to make your first paper plane.

Wrote a wish and threw it to the sky.

You smiled. Feeling good.

Nicely landed on the floor.

The rooftop girl saw it - she took it.

She kept it in her pocket.

She smiled.

The girl then made her move.

Climbing the stairs.

Step by step - to go to the same rooftop.

Again.

Like what she did for every evening.

Like what she did for the past one month.

'I believe this belongs to you.' She said.

Smiled.

You turned around.

You nodded.

You smiled.

At the rooftop -

both of you - sitting together;

writing wish on paper planes

while watching at the beautiful sunset in the evening.

pieceifwordsonwrittenpaper - analilvelvetesprada

Im In Baju Kurung

2011-02-12T23:16:00.000-08:00

Feeling sweet. Feeling nice. Feeling good when Im in Baju Kurung. Smile.

Its Sunday morning - a good start. Waking up in the morning - shower - make ups and get dressed. Pulled out one Baju Kurung from my wardrobe and decided to wear it. While listening to my iTunes - playing 'Sparks Fly' .

"Drop everything now. Meet me in the pouring rain.

Kiss me on the sidewalk. Take away the pain.

Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile"

Marine groove . High heels. Shades . And Im ready to board the car. We then made our way to the wedding. Met my uncle's family there. Had lunch - malay wedding dishes. Not that bad the food. Oh. Forgot to mention, it was my so-called babysitter's daughter's wedding.

'Where is she' The babysitter asked my dad.

'Who?'

'Your second daughter.'

.. I said nothing, but just smile to tell her that Im the one.

'Whoa. Such a big girl you are now.' Duhhhh!! It has been so long and I don't even remember her. Woops :x

'You know girl, Im the one who take care of you last time.'

I can only 'Ahhh - I see...' What else to say right?

We went to my nanny's house next. Like usual, they will always try to ask my dad on when to get himself a new wife. For GOD's sake people, it has not been a year yet. Show us some respect, can you?

AlFatihah to my beloved mother. Hope you're doing fine there. I will always love you - forever after.

2011-02-12T10:41:00.000-08:00

Its 2:41am on Sunday Morning.

Yeah, its pretty early for Sunday morning, quite late for Satuday night. Im hellyeah! blogging now. Fyp is over. Like over-over. Finally! Phhew. Smiling. One Big Smile!

Been a lazy one for the whole day just now - coz like finally, there's nothing left on my to-do-list. Yeah, Ive come to the end of my diploma study. Pretty fast huh? How time flies. Seems like only yesterday, Ive got my student card. Seems like only yesterday Ive met my bestfriends. Seems like only yesterday, all those things happened. And now they are all gonna turn into memories. Sweet memories.

Im awake still tonight. Nothing's left to think about. Nothing's left to stress on. Can't force my eyes to sleep yet - I think my body clock is still in its sleepless nights mode.

Just to remind myself:

Past is past; Its one of the history, memories. Besides, its a social network website. What do I expect? Shouldn't get upset when bumped onto things like that. But yeah, I can close my eyes on things that I dont wanna see, however, I just cant close my heart to it. Too much thinking of it to be the sweetest of mine. Sigh.

No more mood left for blogging. Shall continue some other time. I need a good night sleep.

Regards.

Wave.

Goodnight.

friends

2010-12-21T08:13:00.000-08:00

"if you're in trouble, if you need a hand. Just call my number, coz Im your friend"

from #17 to #7

"..hi no.7 you dam cheater, I'm not playing the game! If 10 more people see this ask me do for them you die already LOL. so yah, it has been great knowing you since year 1 too, totally didnt know you exist until annelis intro-ed us hahaha. thanks for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to! but you should start doing the same too because i always have to irritate you by asking you again and again what happen till you finally tell me! oh and i very hum of your pms, like every sentence i say can agitate you anytime lolol. anyway hope we can continue being bffs for a nong nong time even after we graduate! ♥.."

from #7 to #17

"...‎#17 Hellos! i dun why i keep laughin while i type this. LOL its been a great 3 yrs knowing you. been tgt thru our ups n dwns. there for me esp when im dwn. always buggin me to tell u what im upset abt. LOL thank you for doin tt and cheerin me up n puttin up with all my nonsense :D i hope i didn't annoy too much with my lil pranks. hope our frenship lasts long :D see ya soon ♥..."

from #7 to #999

"..#999 Hellos! i feel like im calling the police. ROFL. i miss you soooo much! long time so see! We've known each other for almost 3 years ♥ been thru all the ups and downs. we've become close almost like sis? lols hope our frenship will last for many years more! hope to see ya soon! rlly miss hanging out with u and camwhoring ♥ get well soon! :D .."

from #999 to #7

"‎#7. Well, kinda expected of that number already. Btw, u've made me touched. And I miss you too - damn much. Lols! Last forever after,kays? You're among the bestofthebest of what I have ever have in friendship. Will never erase u from my memories ever. btw, dont forget the promise that one day, we'll travel to europe together *hugs*.."

from #116 to #17

"..knowing you, well thebesthingever lah. so nice, so helpful (banker) - lols. Thanks! I dunno how we three can become so close actually, suddenly we're like bestfriends, sharing happiness, problems. Thanks for being there during my hard time; my ups and downs (lols, the sentence like so common alrd) Well, realy hope we'll stay close - foreve. *smile* and *hugs*.."

"thank you for being my f r i e n d s . . . . "

f r i e n d s

2010-12-15T08:43:00.000-08:00

Even it was just a few hours GATEAWAY,

but! I did enjoy it - A LOT!

Thanks friends.

Love the night sky, love the stars shine.

Love the cool night breeze,

L O V E e v e r y t h i n g . .

Shall plan for a proper one, some day.

Shall go one place to make it a perfect day out.

Hurm, Im thinking when the time will come.

Im thinking sure, Its gonna be all day fun.

o h e m g e e . .

still thinking of the LAUGHTERS we had.

the JOKES we've created

the silliness we've made.

friends! I less than three all of you!

the boringness

2010-12-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

M o r n i n g . .

Guess what? Ive cut my hair;

Well, it feels good,

It feels lighter,

I feel brand new me.

Haha, exaggeration.

Next, gonna think of the colour of my new hair,

Hurm, I think, I want it to be a bit black, not brown,

But, not completely black.

Its chestnut, i guess.

Hoping that can have a new hair look for the new sem.

Today, almost the same thing as yesterday;

Don't have any plans.

Cousins are not anywhere near,

. . and pretty sucks as it only left me and suha.

Afternoon, need to go to my aunt's hse.

There's kenduri there.

Cant think of anything more boring than that.

But, I guess, I just need to endure and go thru this.

B o r i n g . . .

e m p t i n e s s . h o l l o w . s o r r o w . l i f e l e s s

2010-12-07T18:43:00.001-08:00

it doesn't feel right.

something seems to be wrong somehow.

yet, i have no idea what it is.

or maybe it is just me - not feeling good.

my other half now seems to be mia.

Only God knows what's gg on there -

on the other side of the world.

and I - were pretty much left untold, here.

great. the feeling is incredibly sucks!

papers.notes.programmings.money.siblings;

things that I need to work my ass on.

pretty much huh? well, wuteva.

Cant think of any of 'em carefully right now.

need time? need space of my own?

need a break? need a gateaway?

boohoo! no money no talk.

besides, still a daddy's lil girl, i am.

pfft~ [head is on the table-looking up at the screen]

Awwhh~ poor me.

"..i hate that f e e l i n g when you feel hungry

but, you don't want any food you see;

and you can't figure out what food you want.

and you don't think it even exists.

but then, you r e a l i s e d , what you wanna s e e ,

is the person you're m i s s i n g . . . "

I guess I've been thinking so deep,

I feel unsure whether it's right

to post this thoughts here in the blog.

but to be honest,

I just feel somehow relieved

knowing that there will be someone

who would be reading this post

and maybe could give me a good advice

e m p t i n e s s . h o l l o w . s o r r o w . l i f e l e s s

green of health

2010-12-06T00:26:00.000-08:00

Pirithon be my guardian.

Influenza be my company.

Sneeze is the new hobby.

Sore throat is coming soon.

Thanks -,-

Novel.Pilot.SweetTalker.PaperPlane.Melting.

2010-12-05T04:06:00.000-08:00

Salam.

Before that, to all my singapore non-malay friends, I think, this post will not be suitable for ur reading. I will just talking about my craziness over the online novels and the characters. :D

and, sorry to interfere:

‎"..Now Im missing you badly, Missing your arms around me, Watching you sleeping soundly. So lovely so alive. "

So, recently, terbaca Mangkuk Tingkat by Paper Plane. Well, biasalah, the main guy is a driver. WAIT! Jangan pandang sebelah mata. Driver bukan calang-calang pny driver eh. Driver kat atas awan lah. Driver of the aircrafts. So, the exact term is he works as a PILOT! Still a co-pilot to be exact, but still, they fly airplanes. How cool is that? :)

And biasalah, kalau dah kita fikir dia tu kerja Pilot, confirm we'll think of he has very nice height as in tall, nice body structure - not too muscle sana sini (ewww! gross :x) enough to just have a 6-packs. He's surely wearing uniforms to work- smart! He's wearing the pilot cap, tie, wing, tag and with epaulette kat shoulder. Pergh! *melting dah ni* Kerja pun kat airport before check in. Haizh :D

So, bila dah terlampau crazy nih, mula lah made me googled about APFT, HMA, FMA - all the training centres. Wish one day can persuade my lil bro to enroll in one of them - preferably APFT. Yelah, I tak dapat jadi, my one and only brother lah kena fulfill my big dream ni. Unless, kalau dapat guy pilot, Woops! :x So, dapat lah dia tell me stories about airplanes, Boeing, Airbus lah, Airport, brings me back chocolates from all over the countries, perfumes. Whoa! And be my guardian time I takut masa in flight to anywhere. Sweet aper, dapat announcement macam how the girl in the novel dapat from her husband time tu husband die tgh on duty on the same flight. coolawesomefantasticfabulous! :D

Haha, not to forget, and tak nak feeling sorang-sorang I shared the links with my sister and friends. So, sekarang dorang pun dah gila ngan benda tu. Tapi yelah, as wut my friend said: "Rmb, this is all just a novel. Not more than that." D: She's right though. Haizh. So, all this while time baca the story - episode by episode, I was like floating, feel like Im riding a paper plane. (tk dpt fly for real, paper plane pun jadi lah *wink*) Day-dreaming the entire story. All the guy's sweet talk boleh jadi smpi kena potong kaki seh (diabetes).

I guess that's all for now, shall continue talking again some other time.

Regards with love,

HUGSANDKISSES.

Annelis.

p/s: Joe from Sweet Sour still in the mission though. Will never forget him, till I found the very best that can win my heart over him. Ececeh, berbual cam real jerk, padahal2 its all about novels and characters *wink*

its my day

2010-12-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

Last night sleep was the best I ever had after for quite some time. My friend told me I looked tired and I have the not-enough-of-sleep-look. Well, I kinda agree with her though coz hell I am! What do I expect the least on the last week of school? Submission.Assignments.Interview.Presentations.Test - Duhh!

Well, after the good night sleep I had, woke up around 9 and the house was empty - sisters,brother,dad were not at home. Hence, I was lazy to move my ass off. I should say, Shower - Naah,it can wait. Breakfast - There's no maid or babysitter to bring me hot tea, bread, peanut butter and jam, for on-bed breakfast. Wake up GirL! You are not upper east sider princess. *sad*

So,throughout the morning, cleared few things up and did house chores and the rest of the time, be the best owner to my love - stucked with facebook, twitter and blog. Next, I spent, wait not actually the best word, *thinking* waste (yeah, better) time on waiting for the episode to load and watching it - alone. This is just pathetic and boring. Anyway, the episode was interesting and worth waiting.

Gossip Girl - one thing best of all those episodes and seasons is how the families, friends get together minus the controversy they've created, the gossips they've involved in, they are still unite as one though. Surprisingly. Its just how others' jealousy that leads to backstabbing and pulling them down but yet, they are still family and bestfriends!

Well, annelis, enough of talking. You better get going and get things moved on. Wave for now. Bye.

With love and lots of hearts.

HUGSANDKISSES.

annelis.

How I Fall In Love With Ya

2010-12-01T05:01:00.000-08:00

Its the way you messed your hair,

Its the way you hold your guitar,

The way you stand and care,

That is how I look at you from far

and yeah, that's how I fall in love with ya.

When you stare at me,

I'll look away..

But, when our eyes meet,

I can just smile, hope it brightens your day..

Its the way you stand next to me,

The way you hold my hands,

The way you sing my favorite song,

yeah, that is when you stole my heart

and I shall say you kept it somewhere till I cant find

I don't want a special dinner date,

Just make it simple but sweet,

Im okay with just you and me,

Coz its the way you make me smile all day long

So when Im home, I can portray it to be our song..

When you stare at me,

I'll look away..

But, when our eyes meet,

I can just smile, hope it brightens your day..

Its the way you messed your hair,

Its the way you hold your guitar,

The way you stand and care,

That is how I look at you from far

and yeah, that's how I fall in love with ya.

-pieceofwordsonwrittenpaper-anna-velvet.esprada

Things In My Life

2010-11-24T07:18:00.000-08:00

I miss this happy moments.

I wanna create more fairytales.

I wanna create another sweet memories.

Coz I believe, those things we've created,

those things we've been thru that made my Life beautiful!

2010-11-19T05:03:00.000-08:00

I am blogging again tonight :)

Completed our first phase of FYP and done with our presentation.

Well, its my turn to do the meeting minutes.

Must submit by this Sunday to Shalini.

Next week gotta start with my AJP assignment.

So, I guess next week need to stay back for few days.

Im tired.

I miss someone.

Im happy.

Im relief.

Im in my doing-homework-mood

Im in my LISTENING to SONGS mood.

Hahaha.. I dont know what else to talk about.

Shall continue talking later.

2010-11-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

Yes! Finally another blog post. Actually, I have no idea why am I suddenly have the urge to blog tonight. So, Lets scribble some words and talk nonsense Annelis! :D

Before I start on my blog post tonight:

Today was actually Hari Raya Haji. So, as it is still 10++pm, I guess I still have the time to greet all my Muslim friends and families Happy Hari Raya Haji.

Blog post starts from here:

Im loving my families: Sisters, Brothers (+Bro-in-law), Cousins, Dad, Uncles, Aunts, Nephews, Niece. Well, yeah its so random coz I have no idea on what to scribble, Wudddehell...? Currently Im watching OMG on Channel5. Seriously, its a OMG+WTF. LOLs!

Here are my opinions on few things in LIFE:

1. Family

It is ur very first PRIORITY. Never abandon them like how u always did for ur blog, ur myspace, ur friendster, ur phone when u have laptop with ya.

2. Friends

Well, to be honest they are the one who will keep making ur life fun and enjoyable. Creating smiles, wiping ur tears, be your shoulders to cry on - friends do contribute a lot of things in our life.

3. Love

Without LOVE you wouldn't even exist. Its the most important yet complicated in our Life. Love brings family, friends, enemies together. Love brings life to all.

4. Your Beloved

Take them as they are. Dont even try to change them as the way you want them to be. You are beautiful, so as he/she. So, the next thing both of you should do is just to keep making ur relationship sweet and fun. By doing so, I guess, there will no heartbreak and tears.

LOLs, guess what I ran out of ideas. Shall continue it next time. Tml is school day for me. Oh, NOT to forget, I still need to think of my everynightproblem (what to wear for tml).

So, I blogged. I scribbled. I talked nonsense. And I think I'll stop here. That's all from tonight.

"˙˙˙˙os noʎ ssıɯ ı 'oƃ noʎ p,ǝɹǝɥʍ"

2010-11-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY Chhel!!

Well, you're finally 19. And, LOLs,

I have nothing else to say.

May All You Wishes come true.

May Happiness Always be wif ya.

May GOD bless you wif a lot of love.

So, Im wishing you all the BEST for everything;

Love, Family, Relationship, Business, Work, Study, errr, what else??

Happy Birthday once again.

p/s: Hope our friendship will last - forever after. Love ya!!

2010-11-08T08:33:00.001-08:00

It was not being properly planned, but it turned to be just a simple and sweet. Yeah, it was a date. Thanks for making my day after a quite hectic one at school. Love ya.

2010-11-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

Its My Sp's Bestfriendforeva's 19th Birthday today. Its 2nd November !!

Once again, I wish you Happy Birthday SHALINI MENON! HUGSANDKISSES!!

Finally, Im done with spamming all the birthday wishes on all accounts you have. On facebook, twitter, tumblr, blog, tagbox, msn, skype, email. Hey, dont forget to check out the 19Wishes for ya.

Once Again,

Happy Birthday Bff!!

HUGSANDKISSES: Annelis!

The Click Five Madness

2010-08-14T19:17:00.000-07:00

Once my eyes met Kyles's that day, I knew it was my LOVE at the FIRST sight. Lols.

.....He replied: "I Love You Too.." when I shook his hand and told him that I love him. *in love*
Butterflies were all over me. My world was spinning around. The clock stopped ticking. Ooooh, Im in LOVE. Im in LOVE with KYLE PATRICK. The Click Five's vocalist.

.....He held my hand. Tight. Didn't wanna let it go. Didn't wanna set me free. And I could just smiling while my heart felt like it stop beating. ...and I was calling his name. "KYLE!!" *more to shouting to be honest. :DD

...And, Kyle knew that I was there; asking him question, and he answered me back.

Me: Kyle, when did you cut ur hair?
Kyle (busy signing autographs)
Me: Kyle, when did you cut ur hair? *yeah,again*
Ethan (nudge Kyle to answer me)
Kyle: Oh, I cut it last 2 yrs.

*Gosh, now I knew how I ps The Click Five eversince Sec5.
Well, they're the one who just MIA. I miss them too...

....Joey came back who was looking like Sylar in the Heroes series. Throughout their performance, he just sat on his drum, and only smiled once or twice. However, I was SO SHOCKED that he smiled BIG-BIG during the autograph session. He looked at me, shook my hand, and asked how am I doing. Of Course I replied "Im FINE." Damn it!! Im not just fine. Im GREAT. I was in my very best feelin' ever dude! and I told him that, "Whoa, u smiling.." Lols! and he just smiled back at me again.

....When The Click Five was about to leave SCAPE, they were brought to their mini van transport. On the way, once again, KYLE hold my hands. *OOOOH GOSH!, I felt like I wanna faint* Then, I saw Joey who sat next to the window, I waved at him, and he waved me back. *HAPPPYYYY!!!*

Well, went to The Click Five Showcase@Scape with Shalini, Liyana, Suha and Eqah. Reached Scape at 10 and hunt for the queue. We're relieved to be told that we're among the first 50 to come. While q-ing, met new friends. Tell you what, She's A DIE HARD FAN! She even waited for them at the airport and was wearing TC5 shirt. She got pictures with most of them. Kyle showed *peace* to her camera. God! I hate her. and just now I just knew that she got took picture with Kyle and Joey too.. I HATE HER!!!

Anyways,..

While q-ing, I saw Kyle and the rest of TC5 passing by. We're like screaming and shouting. And they're waving at us. That was when the *LOVE* strike my heart. Hohoho..

While they're performing, I was being crazy and shouting and singing and screaming and aaaaaahhhhhh-ing. ClickFive!!!!!!!-ing.. till I lost my voice. Haha..

What a nice day. What a nice gateaway from itp. What a nice hangout wif the girls. What a nice day to get to meet them singing, talking. Happy. ...and me and Liyana get to break our fast together at Scape using the voucher they gave us. LOVE YA TC5, LOVE YA GIRLS!!!!!

".....Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty....."

".....Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside..."

"...I quit
My old ways
I quit ignorin' all the things you say
Quit gettin' high
Stayin' out all night
I quit to keep you from lettin' me go
You say it's over, but I'm sayin' no!
I quit! I quit! I quit!
But I ain't givin' you up..."

"..Could have been something
something even nothing
just the way it goes
everybody knows..."

Kenduri Arwah Mama.

2010-08-01T07:16:00.001-07:00

Well, to be honest this is the first time, i called mama as 'Arwah Mama'. Have not been used to it eversince mama left us (see, im nt using it again..)

Been busy since fri night. Went to market (well, market to be precised), shop for things needed. Bought beef, onions, garlics, flour, sauces, cooking oil, salads, tomatoes, cucumbers, eggs, syrup, and well, yeah alot more. and, I bought DVDs too.. The Last Song, Remember Me, Dear John, Niang Rapik, EKLD 2 and Eclipse. :D Btw, The Last Song is a great movie.

Saturday - more to cleaning the house and preparing stuffs for cooking. Oh yeah! I had durians on Saturday night too.. Love it so much! Slurp! Nyum! Deliciaso.

Sunday morning, it was actually downpour outside which was such a nice weather to sleep till late afternoon. However, too bad, I need to go market again, hunt for kueh, banana, coconut milk. Oh, I bought 2 tudung yuna. Pink and Green.

Then, i was a busy bee right after i reached home. Helped here and there. Obviously, Im nt the one who did the cooking. DUHH!! However, I helped for preparing stuffs, cleaning and errr-- dunno wut it calls in english. Lols!

Kenduri tahlil runs smoothly - Alhamdulillah. :)

Makan time, had nice time with cuzs and friends. LOL-ed alot! Haha..

Well, now tired and sleepy. And my waist aching like hell. Shoot! Tml is Monday - Shoot again! Lols! So, goodnights! -,-

2010-07-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

"HAPPY BIRTHday HuiXuan!!"

"Yesterday, is HuiXuan's birthday.
"HAPPY BIRTHday HuiXuan!!"
Celebrated it at school - FC5.
Met S at Qt, and trained together to SP. I was so HAPPY and EXCITed
to be in SP yesterday after sooooo LONG eversince itp started.
I miss SP so much, I miss Dover so much, I miss FC5, FC3, FC6
and their food too :D

However, soya bean somehow no longer can be find in SP.
sad thing. :(

Stayed only for awhile as i need to rush home to prepare for FTT Test today.
However, still reached almost 11. *eye-rolling*
So much for gg home early.

Then, online till dunno what time - fell asleep halfway.
and at 4, dad woke me up, coz he thot its already 6+.
then, i realised my mac still on, with the charger plugged-in too.. :x

:: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: ::

"Finally, FTT!!"

Today morning - everything seems very different; dunno why
while waiting for the bus, i was reading the FTT book
and listening to my most loyal company - 987AM JAM..

Trained + Bussed to BBDC,
here, my nerves starting to be unstable ready,
stomach aching, hands super freezing.
called S - tried to chillax.

= 10.16 =
made my way to the room.
People already q-ing to go inside.
Showed IC, and got a seat. Pfft~
Stomach still aching..
Hands still freezing,
My heart beats speeding liao.

= 10:30 =
test started. and with bismillah, i started answering.
everything seems so EASY sia.
No wonder they say very easy,LOLs.
(Chey, passed liao then said easy,Hahaha..)
Read the ques, 1 by 1,
they are all copy paste from the book.

So, after going thru;
all those failures,
keep reading,
keep answering,
keep trying even failed 2times,
finally, for the RECORD
i PASSED my FTT!! Haha
Wdhell!!

Smile, till now :)

Thanks SO much S, coz lending me the book.
Appreciate it very much :DD
I belanja u one fine day,ok.

Trained to Causeway Point to buy my MiniToons Candy.
been craving for it since last 2days.

= 15:32 =
Blogging
Fb-ing
Twittering
Plurking
Tumblr-ing
Msn-ing
and enjoying my candy in the office.

2010-07-24T20:58:00.000-07:00

another sunday comes. and i was supposed to read the FTT book and do all the questions. however, ive no mood to do any of 'em yet. hence, im stucked here - blogging. and i realised that i need to do the laundry, prepare list of clothes to wear and iron the clothes for the rest of next week. pfft~

today is sunday means tomorrow is monday. yeah, hell-monday. monday means itp day for the next 5 days. urgh. i want itp to end faster. faster. faster. please. i just hate itp as much as i hate mr.bean drama series, i hate itp as much as i hate bell bottom pants. i hate itp as much as i hate ben stiller. i hate itp as much as i hate batman cartoon. i hate itp as much i hate mint ice-cream. i hate itp as much i hate 'house' drama series. i hate itp as much as i hate to walk to the mrt station under the very bright and sunny day till i sweat like hell. i hate itp as much i hate going to T1 building from T21. i hate itp as much as i hate bean sprouts. i just hate itp. itp sucks! :DD

2010-07-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

i cant really handle frustration very well. my dream is always so big, my hope is always so high, my expectations always at the maximum level. and i dunno how to control it. its the way i am. but yeah, life will never be the same. tomorrow will never be the same as yesterday. and i need to really learn this. slowly grasp it and make it stuck in my head. so, if i am falling down, i will not be so frustrated then. but, i cant really do it, till now. when im frustrated, or dissapointed, i will easily burst into tears or may get angry just like that. i hate this. seriously. pfft~

so good to have a blog though..

Its a World Cup Story.

2010-07-21T19:44:00.000-07:00

Well, it has been 2weeks since World Cup left us. And yeah, I am still proud to be Spain's DIE HARD FAN. Cuz sleeping over, cramped to1 room, slept early, woke up at 2.30 in the morning just to watch Spain's winning the game, continue sleeping and woke up again at 6+ to go work. Hahaha..

Tell you wut, there was one day, while continue sleeping back after watching Spain won the match, I dreamt about Spain's team. Haha. It was so real. My sis and me were actually on some kinda fans-meeting-session with the team. People were crazy, screaming out loud and cheering for the team, yeah including me too. Posters of them were everywhere. [Yeah, this was what appear in my dream.] And all of a sudden, Torres pulled me out from the fans side and lemme stood right beside him to take picture. OMG!! How I wish it was all real. My sis was the one who's taking the picture of Torres and me. However, she needed to take it for few times as she was also excited about it. Haha. And, and, and, Torres HUGGED me too... :DDD

The morning I woke up, I knew that I was kinda late for work. Then, while waiting for the bus, I browsed through my hp to look for 'those pictures' we took in my dream. Then, I realised IT WAS ALL JUST A DREAM. I burst into laughter right after that. Hahaha..

and SPAIN is the 2010 FiFA World Cup Champion. Im happy. We're happy.

and,and,and just now I was on air on HotFm Am Crew. They asked people to call to talk about who is the person that we never expect to be in our dream. I was in the car on my way to work. I called and lucky me got through. I told them about my Torres dream. Haha..

Spainiards GFs: Anna Torres, Suha Villa, Eqah Torres, Fara Febregas, Lisa Casillas. :D

Till now that is the BEST DREAM ever in my life. :DDD

Its Story

2010-07-20T22:09:00.001-07:00

well, its the 'it' story. dream so much, hope so high, but at the end of the day, naah, nothing. well, it was a long day and traveled a lot, been to few places too. Alone. Lets just hope that one fine day, im gg to have it. And hopefully that 'one fine day' is ard end of July. frustration, disappointment, sad, lols, just mentioned what other downs feeling that i didn't feel ytd.

emotionally = 0.
mood = nil.
heart = broken.
dream = crashed.

thanks Rachel, Shalini, J and A for being there for me ytd. Thanks alot. :)

Its My Birthday

2010-06-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

Hey mom, im nineteen.
How i wish u're here,
to wake me up in the morning,
and look at me with the smile as ever,
telling me "Hey,my baby girl,u're growing"
with a kiss on forehead and a warm love hug
as always, as you did before all these while,
for the past 18years...

It was all the past,
I knew it will never be the same,
but I won't cry coz I know you'll be sad
and I know you'don't want that,
So I will be smiling,
and never wanna spoil this part
the part of my life when im nineteen.
Hey,its my birthday..

ooh,..Its my birthday..

When Im awake in the morning,
Stuck on the bed still - lying,
looking up on the ceiling,
wishing for the best damn thing,
and realise, I need to stop dreaming
and making my way to the mirror,
saying,
"Hey, its your birthday.." and Im smiling..

Its my birthday

ooh,ooh...nananana.. Its my birthday..

With a white dress,
a lil blusher on and strawberry smell,
Feling fresh, going down to the kitchen,
Saw a birthday card with 3 white lilys,
Thank you mom, and Im smilling,
Then we're hugging...

No, it was all the past,
I knew it will never be the same,
but I won't cry coz I know you'll be sad
and I know you'don't want that,
So I will be smiling,
and never wanna spoil this part
The part of my life when im nineteen.
Hey girl, its your birthday..

Ooh, its my birthday..

Today,
I know you're somewhere,
watching me here and there,
I won't cry,
and I will try to cheer my day,
Hanging out wif my friends,
Having dinner wif my love,
I wanna make it beautiful,
I wanna make it sweet,
I wanna create another day,
another story, one nice memory
Cause - Its my birthday,..

nananananana, Its my birthday..

With a white dress,

A lil blusher on and strawberry smell,
Feeling fresh, going down to the kitchen,
Saw a birthday card with 3 white lilys,
Thanks you sis, and Im smilling,
Then we're hugging...
on my birthday...

nana ahaahaa.. Its my birthday..

DOn't Forget

2010-04-07T11:26:00.001-07:00

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don?t forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don?t forget

2010-04-06T10:58:00.000-07:00

Well, tonight he really made me upset.
I tried my very best to help him,
I tried my very best to be really patient to him,
However, he just simply blew it all away.
I just dont want him to feel that when Mama is gone,
No one is gonna look after him.
No one gonna be at his side,
I will. Yeah, I will be right by ur side, lil bro.
But, you never see that.
Complains! That's the only thing you know how to do.
Seriously, you just broke my heart.
I was just trying to help you.
What's so wrong about that?

Well,
I thought its gonna be easy.
However, it is so not easy.
Never gonna be easy.
For me. For him. For the rest too.
And too bad for me, you're still 12,
yet dunno how Im gg to tell you all these things,
I dunno how Im gg to tell you how I feel.
I wish I could.
I wish you know.
Deep down my heart - I Love you, lil bro!
Do you even know that?
Do you even realise that?
Do you even notice that?
Do You?!

I never expect a "thanks" from u,
I never ask for anything,
Its enough for me if u can just obey it.
For God sake, they are all for ur own good!
Ergh! You will never understands me, wont u?
Pfft!!

2010-03-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

A Friend of mine asked:
What's up with Love?

I replied:
Well, Love brings thousands of meanings.

Love creates:
Happiness
Sadness
Bitches
Angels
Lovers
Gentlemen
Drunkards

Love breaks HEARTs,
Love cherish HEARTs,

Love KILLs:
People
Hope

Yet, Love also brings:
Tears
Smiles
JEALOUSY

It brings Enemy-Friends-Besties-Families TOGETHER

........LOVE BRINGS life to ALL.......

2010-03-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

Well Hi ReaDers!!
Today is Monday - Late Monday actually,
(gonna be Tuesday in abt 1hr more)..
Its 15 days passed - Ive moved on,
We've moved on..
Yet, she is still in my very best memory.
Missing her, Missing her hugs and kisses,

Today I was supposed to go to some FYP showcase wif S in school,
but fell sick - flu.Pfft!
Sis came in e morning, went to 'visit' mom..
(Al-Fatihah to you, Mama)

FLU = SNEEZING all the Day..
Hachuum! Hachuum! Pfft
(God bless me)

Monday night = No fav story/drama
So, TV is BORING!

Tml planned to go out wif Ecah,
Gonna catch the EKLD2.
Last weekend, I was supposed to watch it,
however, it is ~~FULLY booked!~~ ZZ..

Well, that's sums up everything.
(Almost everyday my routines are almost e same)

Oh, yeah..
Last BUT not LEAST.
FAV Song of tonight: Lewat Semesta By Randi Pangalila
Can go to the link below to listen for it:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1C3UNQUB8iI

2010-03-15T10:50:00.001-07:00

Well, she's nt anywhere near,
She's no longer here..
She's gone forever,.
Mama.

I noe I cant cry all night,
I realise this can make her sad,
But, mama, I miss u.
What can I do..

Thanx for e LOVE u gave all this while,
I LOVE u Mama.

2010-03-04T05:06:00.001-08:00

Bila dia rindu dia
She sings the song.
Bila dia ingat dia
He hums the melody.
Tapi día dan día - friends forever.
Teman Tapi Mesra ?
Entah.

When time comes - they're lovers.
Another day pass - Kau, kau. Aku, aku.
Mana satu?

"I love u" Tak pernah ada.
"I miss u" Selalu.
"I like u" Pernah. Dari dulu.
Tapi, still - nothing has change.

She cares,
He cares,
Tapi, susah sangat nak menyatu.
Kenapa?

He said "Im your guardian angel"
She said "You belong with me"
The guy and that girl said "Emm…watcha say.."
Silent. Dua-dua sekali.

Sometimes, he cares,
Sometimes, he's there,
Sometimes, he puff to dunno where.

Kadang-kadang girl tu tunggu,
kadang-kadang girl tu tak kesah,
Kadang-kadang girl tu rindu,
Kadang-kadang girl tu, ehm
"Bolayanlah"

2010-03-02T07:22:00.000-08:00

Kenapa aku garang sangat,
kenapa aku cepat marah,
kenapa aku cepat naik angin,
kenapa aku cepat baran.

Padahal,
Ikhlas hati ini nak mengajar,
ikhlas hati ini nak menolong,
tak pernah terlintas nak menghina,
tak pernah terpikir nak marah-marah

Aduss! Aku stress ker?
Entahlah.

2010-03-02T05:59:00.000-08:00

Welcome to the End of Year 2,
Means, welcome to ~~holidays~~..
Which also means Welcome 'boring-days' ..
Zzz...

Totally have no idea wut else to do,
1. Working - absolutely not the best idea,
neither 2. Shopping does it,
3. Blogging - Ehm, guess so. Who else I wanna talk to rite?
4. Msning - Gotta wait for anybody online to entertain me
5. Fbing - Pfft! Bored and Sian of fb
6. ~~Sleep and Eat~~ - Not Good for health
7. Watching movie - Uhm, gotta wait for anyone that wants to go wif me
and also movie to watch.

So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO DEATH!
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO DEATH
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO DEAT
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO DEA
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO DE
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO D
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED TO
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED T
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORED
So, OFFICIALLY I am BORE
So, OFFICIALLY I am BOR
So, OFFICIALLY I am BO
So, OFFICIALLY I am B
So, OFFICIALLY I am
So, OFFICIALLY I a
So, OFFICIALLY I
So, OFFICIALLY
So, OFFICIALL
So, OFFICIAL
So, OFFICIA
So, OFFICI
So, OFFIC
So, OFFI
So, OFF
So, OF
So, O
So,
So
S

2010-02-26T19:25:00.000-08:00

Right, shes gg out.
Never, ever think of giving any help,
can even still gg out wif frens - out to town! Right..
Thanx sis for ur ~~HELP~~. Appreciate it - alot!
Urgh, I dunno wut shes thinking,
Wait, No, She will never thinks! Oops!
Do wuteva u wanna do,
I dun wanna care abt u anymore,
U think u big enuf to decide wut u think is good for u,
so, yeah, go ahead..
Have it at ur own way..
Thanx lil sis for e ~~RESPECT~~ that u've shown!

2010-02-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like going somewhere - alone,
where I can shout all out,
cry all out,
scream as loud as I wanted to,
I so wanna be alone.
stress? dunno.
I even dunno wut Ive been blabering abt now.

2010-02-26T05:59:00.000-08:00

Well, felt all alone after all this happened,
missing my 2 besties - but they seem to have new ones,..
nt them to be blame also,
ive no time wif em anymore wut,
moved back to parents' hse,
so, yeah, drift myself further from 'em..
well, wut to do..
Its wut we called 'fate'..
will 'stucked' here for e whole holiday, I guess..

Hope to be strong enuf to get thru all these,
Pray - God will always be at my side,

2010-02-20T01:12:00.000-08:00

Well, its holiday to me now..
However, still have 2 more papers to go,
and still have notes to copy and study,
ehm.....

2010-01-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

well, well, well,
its the end of e 3rd week of term2 sem2,
and a few more weeks to go , and it hits e end of this yr.
so, yeah, been rushing thru all e assignments,
ecm findings, hotm-no-idea, mprg codings, sapp codings also,
drama practice and props making and finding..
and, its a long week for me..
been ttsh for a few days,
mama had been admitted,
helped her apply for msw funds,
left her ic there (wut the hell??!!)
and tml gonna be friday,
gotta stayback in school for drama ,
and i think i most probably will be late for it,
mprg 1st! drama later uh, gems only..
cny coming..
means hols comin' too..
and they're al planning for a holiday,
and mst week right away after the long weekends..
so, yeah, 8 feb - all assignments must be submitted
and next - time to concentrate on notes..
ecm - noes nothing
hotm - catch no balls
sapp - need to memorise all the codes, its written test - open book
sdt - must memorise all e diagrams
mprg - no exams, phew!

2010-01-07T02:11:00.000-08:00

Well, got hooked up wif assignments back,
SAPP - almost done, SDT - juz need to alter here n there abit,
ECM presentations - done, but e 2nd one comin'
same goes to HOTM and MPRG..
Scored well in MPRG test and assignments - woots!!
and happy now,.. oo-Lalala.. Hehehe

2009-12-31T21:31:00.000-08:00

OMG!! I never feel this,
I never wanted to stay home so much,
I never feel so draggy of going school,
I never feel so lazy to do homeworks,
Sorry frens which is in my group,
I am so sorry coz I never really give in effort,
I am so sorry coz I never really coorperate during holidays,
However, please lemme put all these back again,
Lemme amend everyhing,
I swear I will do well in my parts,
I promise I will coorperate well after this..

I hope when school reopen,
My heart will back to assignments, homeworks, projects and presentations again..
Haizh..

2009-12-29T06:32:00.000-08:00

Kenapa bila hati dah ada pengganti,
Kisah lalu terbuka kembali,
Kenapa dia dan dia mesti bertemu,
Kenapa kisah kini dan cerita dahulu perlu jadi satu,
Kenapa perlu gadis itu memilih antara dua,
Kenapa harus terbit cinta untuk dia,
Bagaimana kasih untuk yang baru,..
-ana-

Kenapa ada dua,
Kerna ada dua,
kita berhak pilih yang satu,
Kerna ada dua
kita belajar tahu siapa yang benar-benar perlu,
Kerna ada dua
maka aku kamu betul-betul menyatu,
-Miss NHNH-

Sukarnya pilihan bila kisah dahulu begitu bahagia,
Payahnya hati membuat ketentuan bila cinta kini terlalu sempurna,
Siapa dia dihati,
Kenapa masih ada keliru,
Siapa perlu dicintai,
Siapa pula perlu dikasihi,
Kasih seorang teman,
Cinta seorang kekasih.
-ana-

2009-12-04T06:35:00.000-08:00

Before I update my blog:
to S: haha, yeah I updated my blog last monday,
to Chel: Sometimes, I feel down, Sometimes, not.. :X

So, I off to Genting on Tuesday Morning,
Before that sent mama to some traditional treatment (*cough + wink)
The weather there was quite bad, raining all the way ..
So, it IS FREAKING COLD!!! and i got to wear all very thick clothes,.
Haha.. I love dressing up..!

Well, 2nd day, me n family go spammed all the outdoor rides,
it WAS FUN, and fun and FUN!! Haha.. Sis, I still cant believe u ride the Corkscrew and flying coster with us sia.. Haha..

** Pictures to be uploaded in fb.

Well, thats all for now,
tml gotta wake up at 4.30 to go work,
Haiz, long time redy never go work,.
felt a lil bit of guilty, but Study First, wut to do..

and Monday: MPRG Practical Test,
Wednesday: SDT and Drama Test..

Then the next thing is HOLIDAY!!
I LOVE Poly LIfe!!! Hols, hols, and hols..
Hahaha.. (wink)

Goodbye..
**Thinking of wuts gonna be my Song of d'Nite

2009-11-30T03:41:00.000-08:00

Ehm, Im off to somewhere tonight,

but still waiting for him to appear online,

and to atleast say a goodbye, ask me to take care,

before I go,..

ehm, I dunno why am I still waiting for him,

sometimes, he cares,

sometimes, he says he miss me,

sometimes, he is just 'puff' to dunno where,

sometimes, he is there..

Ehm, haiz, I guess I will just need to go half-hearted..

Where is another half?

'Puff' to dunno where..

haiz..

2009-11-18T20:41:00.000-08:00

Well, so fast its Week 5 already...
that means, there is only left 2 more weeks untill the MST week
and holiday for 3 weeks..

2 Assignments are rushing me that need to be submit on 30th Nov..

2009-10-27T20:21:00.001-07:00

Heyblog and bloghoppers, blogreaders!

2nd Sem of my 2nd year in SP has already started last week. However, due to classrooms are still under renovation, almost all my classes have been cancelled! Well, its a good news, and also a bad news in terms of later, i have to attend make-up class for all those cancelled..
zzz..

My this sem Gems which is the last is Drama Aprreciation. At first, it does sounds very boring, however, the lecturer, Simon, has made it so FUN. The class is all about acting and having fun and expressing our thoughts on on-the-spot acting.

one more Thing, I think, this sem I will be super busy, I helping out in the LAN Gaming event, SP Fiesta, and I hope that' all.. No more CCA, I scared I have to ponn so many classes, even though I will get LOA for that.

Guess thats all for now, nothing to talk about. and Shalini, Im gg to KILL YOU!!!

2009-09-28T06:05:00.001-07:00

Yay! AtLast! Finally! Changed My blogskin.. hehehe
But its not my own design, took from blogskins.com as usual,
so yeah, at least got changes on my blog, and got twitter updates, facebook corner maybe got some problem with my fb, gotta check it out later..
Thats all for now, gonna blog again soon,..
How soon is my soon, I have no idea.. hehe (wink)
Bye, c ya...

xoxo - schye

2009-08-19T07:23:00.001-07:00

Why must now? I wanna study luh,..
Why everytime like this??! Everytime I have to study for exams e next day, I have no mood!! And some more the test is at bloody 9 tml. My brain havent takes any important notes yet! Argh!!!! Stress!! ANNELIS!!! Stop all this nonsense!! GO concentrate on ur IHOT revision!!! If cant make it till late night, tml must wake up early to cont revising e notes..
Relax, cool! Take it easy.. Breath in, breath out.. Close ur eyes for awhile.. Rmb, tml u have IHOT theory test! Its a close book exams! Start now!

2009-08-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

My blog is SO BELATED!

Unbeautiful

2009-08-03T07:28:00.001-07:00

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
We were still untouchable

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

... made me unbeautiful

Unbeautiful

2009-08-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

2009-07-29T03:56:00.000-07:00

JSPG!
You really drive me crazy!
Make me stare at the screen for so long,
solve no error - stay at school till so long!
Im tired! Im sick of Java Codes!!!!!

2009-07-22T08:39:00.001-07:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

2009-07-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

Haish!!
I want to write something tonight, but it just that my mind cant really work well enough at the moment..
I dont feel right - my heart is worrying abt something, something that I do not know wth is that. Arhg!!!! I want go holiday, I wan go somewhere - far, far, away from all these assignments, problems, situations that making such a worry to me, myself and my mind! I hate feeling like this.. I HATE this FEELing!! I want do assignments - however, they seem feakingly alot and complicated to me for tonight. Oh ya, I dunno why and how can he be in my dream last night - I guessed I miss him..as a friend - a friend whom that I can talk to, a shoulder to cry on..
haish...

Im back!

2009-07-19T19:07:00.000-07:00

Phew! Its been ages since my last post,
which was in June - my birthday party..
So, days been pretty messed up,
Mama still in kkh,
Assignments are still rushing me,
home-school-kkh-home..(its tiring!)

My room is freaking messy,
my clothes are everywhere(oops! paiseh le)
well, not really everywhere - just the side of my room..

Today, finally, deui assignment2-part1 handed in..
so, hope to score well,
1 ass down - 3 more to go.
haish..

2009-06-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

Birthday Party!!

and many more, very lazy to upadate..juz took e pic before it started, coz afteer dat, my hair so lousy redy, and e pic not nice..Huhu..

2008-10-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya eve,..

I was at my parents' house,

help mama cook lil bit,

clean the house,.

and watch Sinar lebaran,..

That was a Must!

Aliff aziz, u r so cute!

hehe.

:DDDD

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1st day of Hari Raya,

it was so fun..Morning,

still at my parents house

after go pray,

and makan,

and, we took some pics of family,..

this year, the colour is - B.L.U.E

Later,

rushing to my aunt house,

where we r all supposed to meet gather there,.

makan again, ( that was normal thing on hari raya)

makan-makan-and-makan again-and-again-and-again..

meet all the cousins...

and as usual, collecting 'green packet'
as wut my fren called,..

:DD

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2nd day Raya,.

as Im nt schooling anymore,

so i got the chance to go raya,

not like my cuzs,..

hehe..

So, went to my sis house,

early in the morning,.( it was freaking early,)

then,

visit my aunt's house at hougang,

then, after that

go home,and now,

my mother went back johor liao,.

sad eh,..

its ok,. :DDD

THIS YEAR RAYA IS TOTALLY A NEW EXPERIENCE FOR ME..